Yung feeling na ang haba na ng kwento ko sa ilaw na yan. Tapos biglang naselect all. Hindi nag isip. Biglang priness ang space bar. Ayun. Bye na sa mahabang kwento. Date na lang tayo. Kwento ko ng personal. Or, post ko later.
Know that we are made beautiful. God is smiling at us. We should, too. :)
I have this list of 6 things I want myself to become. So far, I was zero on that list. I am actually losing hope on them and almost accepted that some of those dreams are meant to stay as a dream. Yet, the thought of not being the person I wish myself to be is just too sad. So, holding onto the last straw of hope and belief that I can be who I wish myself to be, I resigned — I burned the bridge and there is no more turning back.
As my brave days (jobless, o-no-how-do-i-survive, is-this-really-true, what-am-i-thinking days) approach, I was uneasy. I am worried that I made a wrong choice. What if I am meant to be a normal person like most people, doing what they need to do and just let some dreams die? I even doubted that God will give my heart’s deepest desires. I mean with where I am standing now, my dreams are just way too out-there to be possible. Plus, I am clueless on how to make those dreams happen. And yes, I sound crazy by resigning without a very clear plan of action. But hey! I am crazy and i am proud to be one! I do bold and stupid moves. I burned the bridge so I would have no other way but forward. I was being brave, but I was doubtful. And that doubt could actually defeat me and burn me down together with the bridge.
But God is just amazing! It is amazing how when we try to follow our heart’s deepest desire, everything in His universe are working to our help. You see, my list of 6 was listed in such way that the 6th on the list is the most improbable thing to happen, and it is just too amazing how I am on the way to becoming the 5th and 6th on my list. I am just so amazed and blessed with the turn of events. If I would describe how I feel, i would have to say nakakanganga. The first I realized that God is working on my dreams, I was speechless, not knowing what to say, not even knowing what to think!
Maybe, I just want to share with you that not because one is courageous, one does not doubt. I still doubt. I still question my capabilities and possibilities. It is just that God showed me that courage is not being without worries, but being bigger than your worries. The question is how do we become bigger than our fears? The answer is love.
I may had become low in hope and faith, but the love of God in my life is great! His love cast away all fears. The moment I decided to follow my dreams despite all the impossibilities, He started moving mountains to encourage me. He calmed the raging storms in me. He did all wonders because His love for me is great. All I did was sit Him and watch Him reveal to me the works of His hands.
May we all find the courage to become our dreams in God.
July 12, 2014 — happy birthday to me!
Yung kandila pong nakikita nyo ay birthday candle. Pero hindi po akin yan. Yung akin ay binigay ko sa iba na binigay nung iba sa ibang iba, na binigay ulit sa ibang iba, so on and so forth, hanggang matapos ang palitan ng birthday candle. So, hindi ko talaga alam kung kaninong birthday candle yan. Hahahaha.
Pero ang kwento ko ay tungkol sa broken candle. Kasi yung kandila kahit nabiak na kaya pa ring magbigay ng liwanag. Parang pag-ibig, hindi porket broken ay hindi nakayang makapang inspire ng iba. Hihi.
Ang masaklap lang sa kandila na yan ay hindi ko kandila ang nabreak ko. Kumbaga parang pag ibig ng iba ang binasag ko. Minsan kasi may mga nagbibigay ng love sa atin pero tina-trash lang natin. Naisip ko lang, minsan sa buhay natin yung mga binasura nating bagay pag dating ng dark days ang siya pang nahuhugutan natin ng liwanag. Yung tipong unfailing love—unconditional parang kay God.
I want to write something down but I have nothing to write about. Suggestions, please! Inspire me!!! :)
Marami ng nahuhumaling. Ate dyosa, pa-order daw sila! #relatemuchanupo
Nagulat ako na may picture palang ganito sa album ko. Sa unang tingin dama mo agad yung feel ng game over. Pero, sa totoo lang tuwing naaalala ko ang moment na yan sa buhay ko hindi naman yung game over ang naalala ko kundi yung high score.
Parang buhay lang. Usually, it is the lesson learned that is remembered, the triumphs after the trials, the miracles that came from the mess, the stand after the fall. Heroes are remembered with their great deeds not with their epic failures. In the same way, we will always be remembered with our great stories and adventures, not with our sad moments and sad moments alone.
With that, I guess we must learn to jump out of the box. Live a life of risks and adventures. A life that is not scared to fall on their knees, — wounded and hurt. A life of certainty that all wounds heal and no hurt endures forever. A life that knows that in every fall we can always climb our way back to the bliss and ecstasy of living our dreams and being the person that we wanted to be.
Let us avoid mediocrity. We can be so much more than what the world thinks we can be. Life is just not about the “game over”. It is more about the “high score”.
Preparations for the kiddie party. #countingdays
Finally! Ito yung bookliit na pinagkaguluhan ng mga kaibigan ko, na naiwan ko pa sa bahay ng kaibigan ko, na sanhi kung bakit ngayon ko lang nabasa. Hahahaha. Ang saya ng bookliit na ito kahit sapul sa puso ang mga banat. 😂😊😉😝👍
#recommended #RelateMuchAnuPo #dyosanatics
Gusto kong mag caption, este kwento, ng seryoso at english pa. Pero, parang hindi bagay sa atin. Hahahahaha. I love you, brush!
#blessed #brush #iLoveMyHousehold
July 3, I tweeted this with the feel that He already knows what I wanted and He just want to hear it from me. #NaiiyakPaLang
July 4 at The Feast Manila, not remembering what I tweeted the previous night, I cried praying for my heart’s desires. I even cried, “You said ask and I will receive.” #UmiiyakNa
I believe that however crazy my dreams are, they are now becoming real. I am now living my dream. Well, nasa simula pa lang ako ngayon at wala pa sa pinaka highlight at peak at climax. Hihi. #pinagpalangbata
High 5 — celebration of The Feast Manila’s 5th year anniversary.
Sabi ang pag-apir o pag-high5 ay sign of agreement. And kanina lang, together with all those who filled cinema4, I had an agreement with God.
Naisip ko lang. Ang cool ng agreement na dinaan sa high five. Kasi, pag ganun ibig sabihin masaya yung agreement. Wala naman sigurong nag-apir kasi pareho silang lugmok sa kasawian. :)
Thank you, Rose sa pasalubong from el nido!!! 😊😊😊😂
This because I had very little sleep. I’ve been up last night reading By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept. Beautiful read! It got me thinking and inspired. :)
#ugongrock kung saan ang mga bato ay tumutunog o umuugong tuwing pinupukpok.
Many things in this world will amaze us. Some would be from things we least expect. 😊
As promised, I am now posting el nido pics and this is a stone from el nido. Hahahah!
Pero, alam nyo ba na may pinaglalaban ang batong ito. Kasi sabi sa el nido bawal daw mag uwi ng kahit ano from el nido. Kahit buhangin! Haharangin daw sa airport. At dahil, stubborn ako at I want to prove them wrong, inuwi ko ang batong iyan. Hihi.
Medyo pangit na example ang kwento ng batong ito. Pero may mga bagay sa mundo na dapat ipaglaban. Kahit para sa mata ng iba ay mababaw lang yun. Yun lang. Bow. :)